Title: Amitoufo

Gender: Male

Age: 40

Sun Sign: Leo

Chinese Sign: Earth Monkey

Location: HOUSTON, Texas

I am an aspiring chef in Houston, Texas. 

When you feel you can't go on, and don't have the strength, you are NEVER alone. I believe when we can't make the journey of our destiny, it is destiny itself which will push, pull and carry us to the end.

I have traveled the world and much of America and eventually found my way home to Texas in the wake of a divorce and an engagement that didn't work out. Those relationships left me with many great memories and blessed me with my beautiful daughter and son.

I don't mince words with those I don't know very well. With those I care about, I tiptoe around some things, but not usually. I think it is disrespectful to skirt issues in some b.s. attempt to protect someone's feelings. That might cloud the message. I expect you to do the same for me. Along the same pacelines, hints usually fall flat around me. Even if I get the hint I prefer you just say something if you need to, so I get it right the first time.  I know those are not very peaceful attitudes and I am working on them.  Hopefully the acknowldegement is a step in the right direction.

My bicycle is my release, my cave, my escape, my therapist, my zone, my island in the middle of nowhere. My bicycle helps me stay fit and focused and keeps my reflexes trained. I use my legs to push it forward and it uses whatever that magic thing it does to push me through the life I struggle through each day. I use my body and my bicycle to help raise money for causes which speak to my heart. There are more causes than there is time and I feel like I fall short sometimes. But, I do what I can.

My faith is possibly a paradox.  I just can't see settling for a label.  I have so much more to learn, and there are so many belief systems that have so much good to teach.  I am currently of the mind that it has to all be connected.  There cannot be that much coincidence…under any circumstance.

I am a bit of a dark creature in ways, as far as my tastes in music, the crowds I associate with, the women I find attractive…most of that would be in the (non evil) gothic subculture.  Yet somehow, people seem to inevitably feel enlightened (not that kind) by my words to them or my touch.

I have a tenedency to know things ahead of time, but always doubting I am right, but knowing inside that I probably am again.

I also do Alternative/Gothic modeling - TFP/TFCD or Commercial and select charities.  I prefer to work as a team with model DJ HELLION when possible.  Also available for screen, stage or advertisement work.  Please don't misunderstand, that is NOT why I am here at Zaadz.  So no lectures on self promotion.

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